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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

TALK SOMETIMES IS CHEAP

PERIMETER POUNDS,YOU KNOW SOMETIMES OUR MOST PRECIOUS NATURAL ABILITY,OUR ABILITY TO TALK IS CONVOLUTED AND TWISTED TO BE A CHEAP SHOT OF UNRETURNABLE INSIGHT IN THE ART OF HUMAN INTERPLAY.
DO WE REALLY HAVE A FRIEND?I REALLY DON'T CARE ANYMORE.ALL I CAN FALL BACK ON IS I TRIED,MAYBE I DEMAND TO MUCH? WELL IS JUST SOME HUMANITY TOO MUCH TO ASK.I LOVE YOU ALL AND HOPEFULLY YOU WHO KNOW ME CAN APPRECIATE MY ATTEMPT ,BUT I FEEL PAIN BECAUSE OF IT.
AND I DON'T WANT TO HURT ANYMORE,YOU ALL KNOW MY CHARACTER,I CAN'T FIT INTO THIS CHARADE,SO I'VE SEEN AND HEARD ENOUGH,I'M TIRED OF LOSING LOVED ONES,AND HAVING TO CARRY SOMEONE ELSE'S CROSS ,HELL I WON'T CARRY MINE,SO I'M DIVING DEEPER INTO MY MAIN OBJECTIVE TO STUDY SOCIAL INTERPLAY,AND DO IT FROM A WATCHING DISTANCE NOT A HEARTBREAKING ATTEMPT AT GIVING A PIECE OF ME UP AND GETTING HURT IN THE PROCESS. I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE,I FEEL TO MUCH FOR MY FRIENDS,AND MAYBE ASK TO MUCH FOR A REAL RELATIONSHIP,I'VE GOT TOO MUCH TO ACCOMPLISH YET AND DON'T WANT TO LOOK OVER MY SHOULDER FOR SOMEONE I GIVE MYSELF UP TO,AND FIND IT'S JUST A MATTER OF THEM NEEDING ME MORE THAN I NEED THEM.MAY YOU FIND WHAT YOU SEEK WITHOUT HAVING TO DEVOUR ME.I LOVE YOU ALL.TATWOGF/13/JAN/2010

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